I'm alive. I ate a bunch of mashed potatoes.
I will try to post more because I've learned a lot. Too much. Keep your eyes peeled, but your eyes can also deceive you. Things are not always what they seem. For the love of God, please do your best to not let this world bring you harm. Trust your gut if you think something seems off. Personally, I think it's all downhill from here. Fret not, I will accompany you through these trying times, if only from a distance. I'm sorry for everything that I had to do. I've made a lot of mistakes a long the way, but I know better now even if I'm still not perfect. I can see you've grown as a person as well and you should be proud that you've made it this far.
For better or worse, things will never be the same. Have hope, don't be lazy, and live life with gusto.